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There's no one here knows exactly how my feeling now. I'm falling apart, into million pieces... I've never wanted something so badly before, never. I spent last night crying on my bed shivering until I went to sleep, and today, my parent woke me up, we went to see the newspaper together and BAM!! My hands are cold, I really wanted to cry but I can't...... I guess my parent just figured it out, so they left me alone. And now I'm still here, laying on my bed with the newspaper laying messily on the floor, still can't managed myself to even get up and take some meal. I'm desperate. I always remember one line, 'jagoan selalu kalah duluan' amiiin ya Allah.... Tungguin ya FKGUI! I'll catch up to you :'')