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Regarding to my last post, I'm now feeling sooooo much better than the last time. I've come up to the idea that i'm going to let it go. Well.. maybe it's not for me, maybe it's for my children in the future? Hahaha he/she must be a student in University of Indonesia that's for sure ;)

I've got my lessons and learn from it. A lot of people said this to me lately, that 'Apa yang kita bagus buat kita, belom tentu bagus menurut Allah. Begitu juga sebaliknya, apa yang ga bagus menurut kita, belom tentu ga bagus menurut Allah' that wise words popped in to my mind a lot lately. After did a lot of thinking, I've decided to give it a try. I'm going to take a major step in my life, in less than 3 weeks I'm going to attend ITB's Bridging Program for about 6 weeks, and after that (please wish me luck so I could get in to FTI please kekeke), I'm going to move to Bandung. Major huh? For someone as immature as me. Like I said, I'm going to give it a chance. I'm giving myself a challenge, I'm going to survive right?

Life's not always gonna be like you want it to be. In my story, you could say 'bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian'. Well even it's only 2 hours away driving from Jakarta, it's still gonna be far for me. The hardest part is when that time come, i'm not gonna be able to meet my fatty boy anytime I want anymore. I'm gonna miss him much kekeke sorry for being too cheesy about this :p I'm probably gonna miss his 18th birthday next month T_T but, i guess i'm gonna do something about it hehe Wish him a very goodluck for UMB, wish he'll enroll UI and get his yellow jacket, amin!! Maybe it's already written in my destiny, and his also, that we're not gonna be in the same school ever LOL that's okay I guess. Like, If he's my destiny, wherever he go he'll comeback to me ;)


Wew it's kinda a long post and my grammar is a mess don't you think? hehe please forgive me ;;) it's morning already, gotta sleep. Thank you for reading, love love love

xoxo


Hmm p.s: regardless my post above, I'm still going to attend UMB test hehehe please wish me luck! Eventho I'm not, seriously I'm not, preparing much for the test. Well, maybe it's because I'm already letting it go kekeke but still, wish me luck! And kahfi also <3<3>