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new year, 2012.

2012-01-05T08:25:00.001-08:00

Hey, hallo, hola!! waaaah super lama sekali ga nulis disini. Well, a lots of things happened since my last post. Here's the quick catch up tentang 2011:

Pertama, setelah putus-nyambung-putus-nyambung kayak lagunya BBB, we finally broke up like reeeaaaal broke up. I really lost my GAP this time. No matter how hard we tried, i tried, he tried, we're not gonna passed it. so, here we are, walking in to our own direction. Dan lagi-lagi, i've been through that dark times lagi, tapi berhasil dilewati lagi Alhamdulillah... my super hard works are finally showing their results. Gue segalau itu loh tadinya, super segalau itu hahaha

Kedua, i'm now officially a student majoring planology. Bukan jurusan tentang planet-planet loh! tapi tentang tata kota. Cool kan?! hehehe terus Alhamdulillah juga udah dilantik jadi salah satu anggota HMP-PL ITB yang super cool dengan jahim merah yang super duper kece itu <:D

Ketiga, apa ya? pokoknya 2011 dihabiskan dengan melewati banyak lost and found deh. i got lots of life lessons and experiences juga. 2011 despite the dark times, been hmm.... interesting. Changed me a lot. Sedih deh kalo baca my old post here, 2009 and 2010 seems pretty awesome sedangkan sekarang my life's seems in a pretty bad condition... so because of that, i really have a high expectations for 2012, semoga menjadi tahun yang menyenangkan hehehe aaamin!

well, i guess that's my quick catch up. See ya!

g-ggoo ch-che-check it out!!

2011-03-30T05:51:00.000-07:00

ColourWords ---thank you!! :D

crazy little thing called love

2011-03-25T20:35:00.001-07:00

never get enough of this.

2011-01-31T21:21:00.001-08:00

2011-01-31T21:08:00.000-08:00

2011-01-23T04:03:00.001-08:00

ah fck, i just........... miss you. :(

new start. moving on.

2011-01-19T09:07:00.000-08:00

Okay, here's what happened, i messed up and everything got screwed up. i tried to apologize but i guess our relationship is not gonna work anymore so..... yeah, i broke up. i lost my boy. I've been depressed for almost 2 weeks, but hey! you can forget about my gloomy days because now i can gladly say that i'm moving on. Everything's gonna be just fine because time heals what reason cannot. Sekarang saatnya superhero-nya menang, karena penjahatnya udah menang duluan :)

and..... this is my soundtrack of the month, or well... i guess just for now ;)

So Yesterday by Hilary Duff

You can change your life (if you wanna)
You can change your clothes (if you wanna)
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat (cause I wanna)
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus 2X]

bye bye, take care GAP! :)

Gelora Bung Karno, Senayan.

2010-12-19T22:24:00.000-08:00

YEAY thank God, INDONESIA WON the game! \:D/ IN-DO-NE-SIA! prok prok prok prok!
much fun, see you at the final :D

2010-09-19T03:22:00.000-07:00

......................i want this.

SAPPK ITB 2010 :*

2010-09-13T06:21:00.000-07:00

ITB i'm in love :*

2010-08-21T10:06:00.000-07:00

2010-08-19T09:44:00.000-07:00

I've been dreaming, but now I'm wide awake. I'm easy. I'm not sad. I'm all prepared. It's been a bouncy 2 months, thank you for the smile you put on to my face when I'm sad, thank you for being "my best part of the day", thank you for everything you've done. you've been a very very good friend of mine :")

hey,

2010-08-10T06:06:00.001-07:00

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Bandung, i'm in love.

2010-08-10T01:36:00.000-07:00

A lot of things happened since i was here, well let me tell you some quick catch up okay.
1st, i broke up with K. now it's like a real goodbye, real one.
2nd, i got into SAPPK ITB 2010 yeay! well it's not my first choice but i'm thankful to God because i reaally really love it. i love sappk 2010<3
3rd i fell in love. with Bandung. with Hybridx. with ITB. with sappk 2010. with a roller coaster ride :)
Bandung changed me. in a good way of course. i got the feel of being an adult, being responsible of myself. responsible of my own choices. i feel free. i love it here, like a lot. i loooove my new friends, but of course i miss my friends back in Jakarta too. i miss them like a lot. i also miss my family. but here everything's so fascinating, mesmerizing in every kind of possible way. everyday is a new journey, new experiences. wawawawawaaaa i looooove it here. i'm in love. i love everything here, the weather, everything! i'm surely in love :) thank you ya Allah, ternyata bener ini yang terbaik, i love you :*

to-mo-rr-ow :)

2010-06-05T09:28:00.000-07:00

Today is gonna be my last day in Jakarta, tomorrow will be the start of my new big experience :) i'm scared, hell yeah, but i kinda excited. it's gonna be fun, i'm sure it'll be ggreat. Please give me your prayers, so i'm gonna get in to Faculty of Industrial Technology ITB, amiiin :) Wish me luck! may the force be with me. xoxo

randomy

2010-05-21T08:37:00.000-07:00

I just want to say wishes for my dear Kahfi Munandar, I wish him a very good luck for tomorrow's test. Really wish him all the best so me and him can take a photograph with us wearing yellow and blue jacket hehehe amiiiin yarobbal'alamin!! Please wish us luck! :3
Thank youu!<3

;;)

2010-05-16T11:33:00.000-07:00

Regarding to my last post, I'm now feeling sooooo much better than the last time. I've come up to the idea that i'm going to let it go. Well.. maybe it's not for me, maybe it's for my children in the future? Hahaha he/she must be a student in University of Indonesia that's for sure ;)

I've got my lessons and learn from it. A lot of people said this to me lately, that 'Apa yang kita bagus buat kita, belom tentu bagus menurut Allah. Begitu juga sebaliknya, apa yang ga bagus menurut kita, belom tentu ga bagus menurut Allah' that wise words popped in to my mind a lot lately. After did a lot of thinking, I've decided to give it a try. I'm going to take a major step in my life, in less than 3 weeks I'm going to attend ITB's Bridging Program for about 6 weeks, and after that (please wish me luck so I could get in to FTI please kekeke), I'm going to move to Bandung. Major huh? For someone as immature as me. Like I said, I'm going to give it a chance. I'm giving myself a challenge, I'm going to survive right?

Life's not always gonna be like you want it to be. In my story, you could say 'bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian'. Well even it's only 2 hours away driving from Jakarta, it's still gonna be far for me. The hardest part is when that time come, i'm not gonna be able to meet my fatty boy anytime I want anymore. I'm gonna miss him much kekeke sorry for being too cheesy about this :p I'm probably gonna miss his 18th birthday next month T_T but, i guess i'm gonna do something about it hehe Wish him a very goodluck for UMB, wish he'll enroll UI and get his yellow jacket, amin!! Maybe it's already written in my destiny, and his also, that we're not gonna be in the same school ever LOL that's okay I guess. Like, If he's my destiny, wherever he go he'll comeback to me ;)

Wew it's kinda a long post and my grammar is a mess don't you think? hehe please forgive me ;;) it's morning already, gotta sleep. Thank you for reading, love love love

xoxo

Hmm p.s: regardless my post above, I'm still going to attend UMB test hehehe please wish me luck! Eventho I'm not, seriously I'm not, preparing much for the test. Well, maybe it's because I'm already letting it go kekeke but still, wish me luck! And kahfi also <3<3>

....

2010-05-07T23:57:00.000-07:00

There's no one here knows exactly how my feeling now. I'm falling apart, into million pieces... I've never wanted something so badly before, never. I spent last night crying on my bed shivering until I went to sleep, and today, my parent woke me up, we went to see the newspaper together and BAM!! My hands are cold, I really wanted to cry but I can't...... I guess my parent just figured it out, so they left me alone. And now I'm still here, laying on my bed with the newspaper laying messily on the floor, still can't managed myself to even get up and take some meal. I'm desperate. I always remember one line, 'jagoan selalu kalah duluan' amiiin ya Allah.... Tungguin ya FKGUI! I'll catch up to you :'')

you know? these things is highly addictive

2010-04-30T23:55:00.000-07:00

i'm currently watching:

1. Personal Taste

2. Oh! My Lady

3. Cinderella's Sister

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COMPLETELY, i mean, HIGHLY recommended for filling our (too) long holiday! ask me for further info, or just ask Mr. Google, he'll be happy to answer it ;p

p.s: the first one and two are romantic comedy, and the last one is kinda mellow drama so prepare yourself keke but personal taste is grool! must watch! you'll falling in love with Lee Min-Ho, i guarantee! hahaha happy watching! love, R.

fairytale world of mine

2010-04-29T10:32:00.000-07:00

It feels like I'm now at the top of my wheel, on top of the world. Everything's just perfect. Perfect boy, perfect day, perfect family, perfect friends; I just need one thing left to really wrap this up, the best university.

Thank you God, really wish this could lasts forever. Please.

Blog Lovin'

2010-04-27T10:42:00.001-07:00

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2010-04-27T09:21:00.000-07:00

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I'm lovestruck. shizz.

great tuesdaay!

2010-04-27T06:41:00.000-07:00

Hey you guys! I had a zuper-great-uber fun yet exciting and great
day! All my plans for today went really well and kahfi was being a
very good date too hehe

the movie(s) was great, classic but it still very good, eventho the 3D effect is not that much but I definitely doesn't feel regret to spend 25k on this. While l watch this movie, I feel like renting the studio, because there's not much of other people who's watching it with me. I don't think it reaches 25 person haha it's a great feeling tho.

And here's some photos of today :D

thank you for brighten up my days, dear<3

night talks

2010-04-26T11:32:00.000-07:00

Another insomnia attack hm can't say much about it, it's been a week and i'm getting tired. Sleeps at 2 am, woke up at 7 o'clock. I dont know how my body works, but why i cant woke up late on holidays?? ergh it's just so frigging annoying, d'oh.

OH! i have a lot of things i have planned for tomorrow, and it's ubeer exciting!
1. kahfi will come to come to my house and he'll gonna be my driver for the day ;9
2. pay some things at school; graduation and spp thingy
3. watch TOY STORY 1&2 3D at sency!!
4. grab some slurpee at 7eleven on our way home (kahfi belom pernah nyoba loh!;p)
hehehe i wish everything will go well, amin! and i wish kahfi will also have a good mood for tomorrow so nothing will be ruined :) so excited! i'm gonna post pictures or something about tomorrow later, promise. hm i better try to sleep, it's 1:41 am. ciao!

brand new start

2010-04-26T11:23:00.000-07:00

well i know i've changed my blog's layout since 2 days ago but now i want to make it official. What do you think? i use one of Leelou Blogs blog templates. You should check the web out, it's zuper cute and it's free too! you can click the link to the website on the top of this page, happy blogging!!

Love,

R

Monday, 26 April 2010

2010-04-25T21:37:00.000-07:00

yeah, today i can officially say goodbye and thank you for my lovely yet annoying school SMAN 8 JAKARTA :):) Alhamdulillah bisa survive 3 tahun di 8, Alhamdulillah.

saya bangga jadi siswa SMAN 8 JAKARTA

ALHAMDULILLAAAH :D:D

great saturday

2010-04-24T11:18:00.000-07:00

Well lately I'm so in the mood for writing so.. I hope you guys don't mind :)

today was so exciting yet fascinating. Inacraft exhibition was ggreat! Tomorrow is the last day, so if you guys not yet visit it I def recommend it. It really is interesting. Do you know what I've got?

real authentic Rp1,00; 1961 edition! A really cool one ke ke ke :D

I'm extremely happy today. Today I finished all my university entry tests series, yeay! I think I did well, and I do did all I could so I hope it'll turn out well, amiin yarobbal'alamin. Wish me luck!

Eh it's morning already, gotta sign off. Thank you for reading! Ciao, goodnight!<3

night's magic

2010-04-23T10:17:00.000-07:00

I'm on my way to neverland when my iPod shuffling to asher book
covering john legend's ordinary people. And then one name come up
to my mind, the one who makes the word 'bodoh' to be an
awesomely awesome word. So I guess this song's for us, Love.

'....though it's not a fantasy, I still want you to stay..'

2010-04-23T08:16:00.000-07:00

Dear Time,
Can you slow down a little bit? It feels like you're running, like flash, even faster than flash. Can you please be mr. Turtle? I'd be very thankful.

first mobile blogging

2010-04-23T05:29:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone, it's my first time posting something from my
blackberry. Well, to be honest I've been searching ways how to do
this so I'm happy to finally found it! Yeay! Hehe

Tomorrow I'll be having another university test, I'm not preparing
much for tomorrow so please wish me luck! :)

See you on my next post!
Love,
R.

koreaaan wave~

2010-04-03T09:03:00.000-07:00

yaamplop beneran udah lama banget ya ga nulis. I'm currently in a strange mood where bored and sleepy is mixed, can you tell me what it is? haha so i've decided to visit and write something, i hope you guys don't mind :) sekarang di sekolah, dimana-mana lebih tepatnya, korean wave sedang merajalela dan ya ya gue pun ketularan haha you can blame puspa for that, odong too! ;P sekarang lagi cinta banget loh sama yg namanya 2PM eh buset ya yang namanya nichkhun itu cuteeeyy sekali *_* (maaf ya kahfi pasti sampe muntah nih kalo baca hehe) mau liat?

ini dia nih orangnya yang bikin gue keranjingan 2pm haha ya ga completely gara2 dia sih, 2pm beneran bagus soalnya. gue beneran deh ya sampe mereka konser di jakarta gue bakalan nonton paling depan, mau mahal ga peduli deh gue ga makan haha lebay sih, tapi beneran gue bakalan nonton paling depan! just for my khunnieee~ dont blame me, i'm madly in love with 2pm :P i used to adoore super junior (because of siwon and kyuhyun hehe) but not anymore, now my heart's only for my hottest time of the day <3

saking gilanya sama korea ya, my lovely class XII IPA H, sampe bikin gerakan senam korean version haha sampe beneran aja loh di tontonin 3 angkatan, terus ntar disuruh tampil lagi di battle-in lagi unyunyu deh hahaha lumayan lah buat kenang2an kelas 3 SMA, udah ga bakalan gini lagi. yah sedih kan kalo inget udah mau lulus. takut pula bentar lagi simak -___- doain ya ya readers, i turns out to be too confident about this kinda thingy and it's bad. doain juga semoga keterima itb huhu pengumuman sebentar lagi :( semoga keterima amin!

karena udah terlanjur cur to the hat ya sekalian aja lah ya hee bulan ini gue 2 tahunan!! wohoo! ya walopun ga bisa dibilang anniversary sih soalnya belom balikan hahaha yep gue putus (again) dan as always cant keep the meaning of broke up ;p gatau mau ngasih apa niiiiiiiiih yampun, skrg beneran lagi bokek gatau mau ngapain -_- smg ntar nya ga buruk deh 2 taunan nya, amin. woots it's already at the middle of the night, better stop writing. i think i'm gonna change my blog's layout a little bit, it'll be refreshing! so bye bye now, ttyl.

love love,
rara

blue october

2009-10-22T09:30:00.000-07:00

Hello guys, love to see you again this month. but this month is not a great month, a lot of bluey things happened this month. First, my 2 years in a row classmate and also my great friend passed away this month. it was just too shocking, until now i still cant believe that he's not here with us anymore. he's such a good friend, a good boy, our laugh maker. everybody's still missing him a lot right now, his facebook profile is full with walls from friends who are missing him alot. i really still cant believe that he's gone.. and here's my photo with him, taken on my last time seeing him, and it was on my sweet 17th birthday :'(

he's standing right next to me, on the left :')
farewell thaa, i love you a lot! missing you also...

and the next bluey thing that happened this month is my relationship with my boyf is getting more and more fragile everyday. there will always be a fight everyday. it was just too tiring. but we, well i, just cant let our relationship go that easily. sorry if i'm being cheesy but, i'm already too addicted to him, all my everyday routine is mostly connected to him, and well it's been 1.5 years, it's hard to let go. just about 30 minutes ago i was having another fight with him, i was bad i know, my anger just flow and burst without even a warning. i don't know what makes him so under control, because i just scold him, mad at him, and even yelled at him, but he's still shut his mouth so tightly and still can control his emotion. that's really amazed me but made me feel mad at the same time, i want to hear his thoughts soooo bad, but he rarely shared it to me :( i think he's just being nice, to avoid my anger haha.... i really dont know what to do, i hate him sooo much, but i do love him too at the same time. i really didn't want to let him go, but i just too tired of this kinda situation :( what do you think i should do? taking a break is really not an option, we already tried it more than once, and well even the definition of taking a break is not really working haha we still exchange text messages, having phone calls etc :p like i said, our daily routine is just too addictive for both of us. tons of patience is needed, i need more supply of patience. the higher we stand, there'll be more more obstacles who's going to disturb us, right? :) i hope that things will get better in time, and everything will be fine again, amen.

and the third thing that made me feel blue this month is the fact of SIMAK UI will be held on March 14th, 2010, and it's the same date of USM 1 ITB (13-14 March 2010), goossssh it's 142 days more!! i think i'm not gonna be ready, but will you pray for the best for me? FKG UI 2010 amin! i'll try for the best, there are zenius, bta 45, many books and my private tutor teacher who will be there to guide me trough the road of simak ui 2010 :) i hope everything will be just the way i wanted it to be, like it always does, amen! and i hope the best for everybody too of course :) GOODLUCK 2010! we can do it, yes we can!

love,
R

september ceriaa!

2009-09-01T06:23:00.000-07:00

September emg mau gimanapun tetep paling ceria deh hehe and for this year, i have 2 special 17(s). First, i will be celebrating my17 months anniversary with my lovely boyf yeaaaaay! and second celebrating my super sweet 17 :--) dan tau gaa? itu 2-2nya ada di 2 hari selasa yang beturutan, so how cool is that? :D terus udah gitu bertepatan sama bulan ramadhan jugaaa, wah emg diberkahi banget deh amiiiiin amiiin ya Allah! i'm more than happy more than excited hihi semoga nanti emang beneran bakal se menyenangkan yang udah gue bayangkan, amiiin. how i loooooove this months just like i looove holidays :D september emg beneran bulan favorite gue!

LOVE,
Rara

happy fasting month!

2009-08-22T03:15:00.000-07:00

udah lamaaaa banget ya gue ga buka blog gue sendiri hehe lately lagi banyak banget problemo sih huu tapi sekarang insya Allah udah baik lagi, i hope that everything will be back to normal again soon :)

eh hari ini hari pertama di bulan ramadhan ya, marhaban ya ramadhan! walopun gue hari ini ga puasa dikarenakan gondongan huuuuu padahal gue ikutan sahur loh, terus tadi tiba2 jam 3 gitu pala gue pusiiing banget terus langsung disuruh makan sama mister bawelelelel bernama kahfi munandar jadi gue langsung makan roti dan minum obat, walopun gondongannya malah jadi tambah sakit secara otomatis karena makan zzz tapi udah mendingan alhamdulillah sekarang :D

ini foto gue pas hari selasa, kahfi lagi nengokin gue dirumah kan ya, gara2 gondongan itu disebabkan oleh virus jadi menyebar lewat udara sooo gue pake masker hijau kayak gt deeh. jadi ga keliatan deh gondongannya hehe jadi ga malu, soalnya gue beneran jadi kayak monster pipinya gede sebelah gitu hahahazzzz

wow sekarang udah hampir buka puasa looh, ga berasa ya waktu cepeeeeet banget jalannya hehe happy fasting month ya folks! minal'aidin wal fa'idzin, selamat berbukaaaaa! :D

love,
rara

My Kind of Boy

2009-08-22T02:49:00.000-07:00

i copy paste this blog post from my friend's blog, dayen's, and she got this from istina's, serra's, and delia's blog, just try it
Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

If you're a guy - post this as "my kind of girl"
If you're a girl - post this as "my kind of boy"

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
of course yess

2. Smart?
yep, smart mind can lead to many fun things

3. Preferred age?
older, even if it's only 1 day older haha

4. Preferred height?
taller than me of course, i cant imagine having a shorter boyf hihi

5. How about sense of humor?
it's def a must

6. How about piercing?
nope, thank you

7. Accepts you for who you are?
yang ini harus lah, i'm a slightly complicated girl you know hehe

8. Pink hair?
ha? be a good boy aja lah haha

9. Mushy or no?
it depends on why he was being mushy for, hey a boy is still a human haha

10. Thin or fat?
fat! haha not too fat i mean, proporsional ajaa

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
average aja deh

12. Long hair or short hair?
short, a guy in a long hair is not cool

13. Plastic or metal?
hard as metal dong, dia harus bisa ngejagain gue haha

14. Smells good?
harus!

15. Smoker?
nope nope

16. Drinker?
1000000000000% no

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
yayaya

18. Muscular?
asal ga kayak ade rai aja sih gpp

19. Plays piano?
i adoreeee musician

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
yep yep

21. Plays violin?
extra cool!

22. Sings very good?
so he can sings to me everynight on the phone hihi

23. Vain?
hmmm

24. With glasses?
a guy with glasses is cool, but if not thats okay too

25. With braces?
cuteey

26. Shy type?
boleh deh kan gue juga pemalu hihi

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
in the middle of both

28. Active or passive?
active

29. Tight or bomb?
haha maksudnya?

30. Singer or dancer?
singer

31. Stunner?
have to be

32. Hiphop?
asal jangan yo yo mamen aja

33. Earrings?
nope, i prefer gentleman with no jeweleries

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-un

til-you-drop?
haha prefer not

35. Dimples?
cutey

36. Bookworm?
lalala nice, asal ga terlalu book mania aja

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
haha if he can play his part well, why not?

38. Playful?
playful could be fun, but not for player

39. Flirt?
yoww

40. Poem writer?
that could be sweet

41. Serious?
have to be, playful but serious at the same time

42. Campus crush?
yeeah

43. Painter?
why not

44. Religious?
yep, biar ngingetin gue solat :)

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
no, childish

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
deff no

47. Speaks 20 languages?
so he can talk to me with differents languages everynight hihi

48. Loyal or faithful?
both

49. Good kisser?
hmm

50. Loves children?
1000% yess

SCHOOLYMPIC CARNIVAL 2009

2009-07-18T11:41:00.000-07:00

hey readers, tahun ini angkatan gue 2010 bakalan ngadain acara kompetisi antar sekolah di soemantri brojonegoro dari tanggal 21-25 july 2009. jangan lupa dateng ya! we have a lot to offers, trust us! jangan lupa juga nonton closing nya tanggal 25 july, because there'll be my last saman performance :'( so i promise you, it'll be a super great performance because we'll give our best. jangan lupa dateng yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

SCHOOLYMPIC CARNIVAL 2009

hey bloggers, long time no see :)

2009-07-18T11:17:00.000-07:00

just like my post tittle, first i want to say, 'Hey blogger! long time no see...' hahaha yeah it has been a quite long time since my last post don't you think? how are you readers? i hope all of you guys are in a very good shape, I'm good myself :)

yeah so far my life's still good enough, I'm now an official 12th grade student, XII IPA H is my new class. well there's so much differences about this class compared to my previous class, maybe because we're still new and still not knowing each other very well, this class is soooo calm and really is always in study mode atmosphere. even if there was no teacher teaching in my class, my new classmates will be still on their sit, sitting nicely and doing something really 'anak 8ers' yeaaaaah it's studying, and oh my I'm SHOCK! maybe this is what it feels like to be 12th grader hahaha but i guess it's great, i must study hard this year, my cool yellow jacket is waiting for me next year hahaha amin! so this kind of atmosphere is very good for me, but hmmm I'll always miss my crazy XI IPA I for sure......... :'( how about your new class readers? come on tell me all about it :)

Hello Blogers! :-)

2009-06-27T11:09:00.001-07:00

Insomnia strikes agaaaaaaaain huuu kalo udah begini jadi kangen banget sama boyf, dan dia sekarang dengan indah nya pasti sedang bermimpi sambil tertidur lelap, memang dia itu kebo tingkat dewa sodara2 hahaha but i do love him like crazy ;)

Readers, tau ga tadi masa ya gue adalah nyaris keracunan! jadi gue makan potato and cheese (yang pake kraft quick melt yang kayak di iklan itu loh hehe), biasanya sih enak2 aja yaa enak banget malah, eh tadi tiba2 semua rasa enak itu berubah menjadi rasa alumunium! dan ya Allah kalian mesti tau ampe sekarang aja rasa logam nya itu ga pergi2 dari mulut guee ckck alhasil tadi gue langsung beti makan dan muntahin semuanya, yaa daripada gue meninggal keracunan ya ga sih?hahaha gue udah lemes banget deh sumpah, jadi trauma makan renmakanan begitu, beneran ga pengen lagi deh makanan yang pake alumunium ckck

hmm it's already 1:14 am in the morning, and i'm kind of sleepy sooo i should go to sleep now hehe bye Readers!

Love,
Rara

IPA I Melepas Penat Special Edition: Caritaaa!

2009-06-26T08:36:00.001-07:00

heeey readers! gue baruuuuuuu banget pulang dari my so-called-perpisahan-kelas ataau yaaa bisa dibilang melepas penat XI IPA I yang special edition berhubung ke Carita hehe walopun dengan awal yang kurang enak, ( mobil kurang jadi empet2an di 2 mobil yaitu karimun estillo sama avanza buat 16 orang ckck terus villa nya juga rada sedikit melenceng dari perkiraan) tapi afterall this trip is extraaaaa fun loh loh! kita naek banana boat bersama, foto2 ampe gilaaaaaa (bisa dilihat nanti di facebook dengan nama album kurang lebih kayak judul post ini) , ketawa2, tiduuuur, maen kartu, nungguin makanan sambil ngemil muluuuu, waiting list kamar mandi buat mandi sama defekasi (hahaha), ngobrol2, mancing, jalan2 di sawah, foto2 lagi, berenang di pantai, waaaaaa super great! coba aja sekelas bisa ikut semua pasti bakal lebih fun dari ini nih, sayangnya ada yang ga bisa ikut jadi begini, tapi gpp sih masih akan ada perpisahan kelas part 2 untuk sekelas hihihi :-)

gue cinta BANGET deh sama IPA I aduuuuuuuh ya gimana dong, ini kelas paling asyik banget nget, lihat semua foto2 kebersamaan gue bersama my lovely IPA I, lebih dari ratusan, ini adalah kelas yang paliiiiiiiiing suka foto2 yaampun! hahaha ga bisa deh liat kamera nganggur dikit, apalagi DSLR udah deh diembat. Dan ratunya (yang bisa fotonya bisa 1 album facebook sendiri ckck) adalah the one and only my loveliest ARTY RENATA haha i love her very mucho loh tapi :) gue pengen masukin foto carita gue sekarang, tapi belom diupload sama mami arty jadi wait for a while ya readers! ntar gue update lagi hehe

LOVE,
rara

fresh new start :)

2009-06-23T12:49:00.000-07:00

huuh kind of bored with my old layout, so i searched the Internet for a new one, and walaa i found this one. it's simple, but it's kind of cute rite? and i changed my music playlist too, hmm i really am lost my way to good music, but it still good to hear hehe soo what do you think, readers?

xoxo
rara

everything just went good, my life is great

2009-06-23T11:46:00.000-07:00

hmm cant sleep as usual, my-so-called-insomnia-habit is really pissed me off hhhh better to write here rather than being a total doing-nothing-person rite? hahaha just want to keep you readers on track of my daily events. well, everything went good, really good, and i just simply love my life :)

today i watched garuda di dadaku movie at pejaten village with my boyfie, my cousin, and my 2 little annoying brother. yup i'm bringing a circus to my date haha but thankfully my boyfriend is being such a nice and sociable person, soo my brothers and cousin doesn't have a hard time to have fun together, and we're really having a great time loh! laughing our ass off at the xxi while waiting the studio 2 to open so we can watch the movie. i have a really great time, and i love him very much for that :)

remember my previous post about i'm going to have a new car? hehe i already got it. a very nice orange coloured picanto. oooh how i love my pico (that's how i like to call my lovely car hehe)! it's a really nice car, looked small on the outside but big on the inside. i'm not yet allowed to drive it by myself without my parent accompany me though, but to drive it 2 way from my house to sency, already make me feel satified and also scared, driving is not as easy as i thought lol but maybe about 2 months from now, i get my permission to drive my own car without my parents supervision, amiin to that! :D

almost all of what i've wanted for happiness is coming true, so yeah my life is good. an almost perfect boyf (with all of his bad habit), a perfect cute little car.......only my wishes to passed 11th grade succesfully and have a cute white netbook is left. i hope it'll come true soon enough, amin.

thank you for reading, LOVE,
Rara

14 months

2009-06-08T06:40:00.000-07:00

hari ini genap gue sama kahfi bersama-sama (cieilah ya haha) selama 14 bulaan! wawawa bingung ga sih kenapa bisa selama itu dan tetep masih bisa ngerasa like we still a new couple? yaa walopun untuk bisa selama ini bukan ngejalanin jalanan yang mulus banget kayak jalan tol, we do have that dark times, we do arguing almost everyday, but we do have a lot of fun stuff everyday :) ya walopun dia bisa jadi manusia paling menyebalkan di dunia, tapi dia juga manusia yang paling bisa bikin gue terbang ke atas dan jatuh kebawah dengan sangat cepat hahaha oh how much i love you my dear K! mulai dari ilfil-ilfilan ga jelas, jealous2an, marah2an, sok ngatur2an, bete2an, ampe mellow2an dan bikin ketawa tiap hari itu udah jadi catetan di love book gue sama dia deh ;p he's the one who can understand me well, and know how to deal with me when i'm having many kind of problem, mau itu buruk ato baik. karena gue sendiri jujur ya, kalo gue ketemu orang yang kayak gue aja belom tentu gue bakal bisa sesabar dia yang bisa diem aja kalo gue omelin (ya walopun sekarang ga sesabar itu juga sih haha) bisa sabar dengerin kalo gue lagi nyerocos cerita segala macem, nemenin gue ga jelas malem2 ga bisa tidur, bisa sabar sama keegoisan gue dan yang laen laennya itu lah, jujur deh, gue salut banget sama dia yang masih bisa sesayang itu sama gue hehe ;) thank you for this wonderfull 14th months ya sayang, thank you for making my life more colourfull than rainbow :)

ik hou van jou, dear kahfi munandar <3 happy 14th months anniversary!

insom strikes back!

2009-06-06T12:11:00.000-07:00

hey! kalian harus tau ya barusan gue berkutat di youtube dan nonton2in berbagai macam trailer film yang semuanya coming soon di bioskop, such as new moon, garuda di dadaku, sama harry potter: and the half blood prince, aduh sumpaaaaah ya itu keren banget semuanya dan mesti banget nonton! terus ya terus ya di new moon paraaaah edward ganteng bangeeet! jacob jugaaaaaaa! wuidih wuidih and new moon definitely looks better than twilight, so it's definitely worth to watch hihihi! kalo garuda di dadaku itu juga kayaknya bagus soalnya ngangkat tema yang beda terus anak kecilnya jago banget cuy maen bolanya! hahaha terus film ke 3 Harry Potter: And the half blood prince ini adalah my most anticipated movies of the yeear, ini film udah gue tunggu tunggu banget dari abis gue nonton harry potter yang goblet of fire, i'm surely a huge harry potter fans hehe trailer nya oke loh, kalian mesti liat deh sumpah deh. pokoknya begitu ini film keluar bakalan langsung tonton deh. tanggal release filmnya yang pertama keluar itu garuda di dadaku tanggal 18 juni ini nih, terus abis itu HARRY POTTER (pardon my excitement hehe) tanggal 17 juli terus yang terakhir new moon yang katanya bakal keluar akhir tahun ini. pokoknya these movies is worth to watch deh gue yakin banget, soo ada yang berpikiran sama? ;)

hey bloggers!

2009-06-05T08:01:00.000-07:00

waah sudah lama banget nih ga nulis2 di blog, i'm now having fun with my twitter and facebook, jadi blog gue rada terlantar deh hehe

Quick news flash, gue habis aja barusan selesai sumatif dengan kegembiraan kimia ga remed, tapi kebencian matematika remed! sial padahal semester ganjil gue udah merah di math doang jadi pengen ga remed, eh ternyata nilainya laknat banget jadi walopun di akumulasiin sama tf gue yang nilainya kinclong banget itu tetep aja remed ah shit banget yee hhhhh tapi yaa gapapa sih, tapi males sih sebenernya belajarnya itu loh malesss :( doain biar ntar pas remed hari senen gue bisa yaa, AMIN! terus buat nilai mipa yang laennya, physic wah bismillah deh, tapi kalo biology mati aje itu mah passsssti remed hahahaha :D sebenernya gue juga ga tau kenapa gue sangat santai menjalani sumatif kali ini, padahal ini vital banget loh kalo remed begini bisa fatal akibatnyaa, tapi gue entah kenapa tetep aja tenang banget ckckck parah. dooain gue aja ya bloggers, biar gue naek kelas dengan selamat sentosa nyape ke kelas 3 amiiiiiiiiiiin!

happy (remedial week) holiday, friends! (bagi yang ga remed) and happy remedial week for me and other people who have the same problem like me hahaha ciao!

well sometimes happiness come in time we dont expect

2009-05-08T19:55:00.000-07:00

lately, gue mendapat terus terusan dapet kabar bahagia yang membuat gue mikir, 'ya Allah, how cool my life is' hahaha mulai dari ditawarin

terus akhirnyaaaaaaaaaaaaa cita cita gue punya,

juga insya Allaaah (amin) soon bakal dibeliin juga. aaaaaaaaaaa dan semuanya dateng tiba-tiba banget yang gue sendiri aja ga nyangka bakal dibeliin hahaha ;) too much joy. semoga yang sekarang seneng-seneng bakal terus-terusan seneng teruuuuuuuuuus sampe nanti nanti aminn! doain ya readers, semoga yang gue gambarin diatas bakalan secepetnya jadi kenyataan, and when that time come, i'll post it here right away! hehehe
love,
rara <3

national exam holiday, day one!

2009-04-20T06:03:00.000-07:00

Karena kelas 12 lagi menjalani ujian nasional alias uan, makanya gue dan kesekian juta banyaknya anak kelas 11 dan 10 di luar sana libur 1 minggu full! yeyeyeye! hari ini liburan hari pertama gue ditemenin sama kahfi lagi dan sekarang ada essentials 2 makhluk kecil yang Alhamdulillahnya hari ini lagi sangat manis ga neko-neko bareng gue sama kahfi, yaitu adalah ade ade gue. a great day with a lot of fun stuff, scary stuff, and laughter lah pokoknya hari ini, semoga besok dan besoknya dan besoknya lagi sampe liburan selesai selalu diisi dengan kesenangan, amin! and here are some of today's photos:

ckck liat aja kahfi masa lebih deket dari pada gue sama ade-ade gue hahaha

Happy Holiday, All!

4th set on polyvore

2009-04-20T06:02:00.001-07:00

brave in style by rara maharani featuring Rick Owens jackets

third set on polyvore

2009-04-18T22:11:00.000-07:00

street style by rara maharani featuring Kirra tank tops

ipod ku jangan ngambek lagi yaaa

2009-04-18T22:02:00.000-07:00

huuuu tadi barusan ipod gue ngambek ga mau nyala selama 10menit, tapi akhirnya bisa nyala lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii gue seneng banget yeyeyeyeyeyey! gue tadi shocked banget tadi udah panik mau nangis bangeet huhuhu tapi akhirnya atas bantuan dannnnnnti muah muah bisa nyala lagi asyikk! jangan rusak yaaaa ipod ku sayang kuuuu :)

my black dearest ipod :D

polyvooooooore!

2009-04-18T12:35:00.000-07:00

check it out!

second set

2009-04-18T12:27:00.000-07:00

aaaaa cant sleep so i just finished my second set on polyvore, please take a look! it might be simple, but i just simply love it (:

sunny day by rara maharani featuring Elizabeth and James cardigans

Happy Birthday Naditdooooooot!

2009-04-18T10:26:00.000-07:00

Tadi gue habis dateng ke ulang tahun naditaaaaa temanku sayang temanku tercinta yang ke 17 tahun di Bondies Cafe, Ampera. tapi sedih banget tadi jalanan macet gitukan ya habis gue pergi ke salon dulu sama nyokap eh dateng telat deh (kasian deh si kahfi nunggu lama di rumah gue, sorry ya keboo hehe), jadi ga lama ketemu temen-temen yang laen (baca: ipa i) udah pada pulaaaaaaaaaang huhuhu sedih. tapi gapapa, i still had a pretty good night, karena akhirnya ketemu kahfi jugaaaaa after a long 8 days ga ketemu dia sama sekali ckck dan yeeeeeeay! mulai minggu depan libur tepat seminggu seru sekali! happy holidaay, all! :D and oh iya, here are some of today's photos :

kyakyakya :)

F4 plus danti hahaha

with my super pretty and handsome friendss
(heeeey, the birthday girl is the one whose wearing the purple dress!)

me with the triple D

danisaaaaaaaaaaa

that's all for tonight post y'aall, have a nice holidaaaaay!

Love,
Rara

first polyvore set

2009-04-18T10:20:00.001-07:00

hey people, this is my first set on polyvore, please take a look :)

chocolate casual by rara maharani featuring CHANEL boots

happy 1st anniversary!

2009-04-09T04:42:00.000-07:00

yeeah, akhirnya nyampe juga gue sama kahfi ke setahunan yang sudah sangat sangat ditunggu tunggu hehe walopun awalnya ga enak (banget parah ckck) tapi ya at least hari ini senaaaaaaaaaaaang sekali uhuhuy! jadi hari ini dia maen ke rumah gue terus kita bersenang-senang sampe jam 6 kurang tadi hihi and here are some of today's photos:

hihi kadoooo dari kahfi :D

kado gueee (:

our presents

ade gue nyempil haha

hari ini pokoknya i'm moooooooooore than happy deh (:

plurk!

2009-04-07T12:24:00.000-07:00

haha berawal dari buka link dari status facebook temen gue, gue jadi tertarik buat sign up di plurk ini nih, gue juga gatau sih itu apa sebenernya haha tapi yaa lumayan sih tampilannya lucu gitu, ada yang berminat? http://plurk.com/raramaharani/invite buka link itu yaa! thanks a bunch (:

today's lyric for youu dearr

2009-04-05T08:48:00.000-07:00

Chocolate High by India Arie

Yeah yeah yeah yeahhhh
Ooooh, ooooh
If we make each other happy, then we just can't lose

I don't mean to be decadent
I might sound like a hedonist
But the simplest way i can put it
You become a habit
The more i consume, the more i gotta have it

Ain't no such thing as too much
If you gave me everything it'd never be enough yeah
My black coffee with sugar no cream in the morning
You're my super double caffeine dream yeah

Your precious darkness got me so strung out
Aand lovin' the way that you got me so wide open, my babydoll
Jonesin' and fienin' under my skin
My nerves are screamin' when you're not here
See baby i need ya sugar, you're so delicious

Chorus
There is somethin' about your love
That makes me just want to open up
Your flavor is the sweetest thing in life
I'm addicted to your chocolate high
Cause i want you, and i know that you want me
So let's stay close like we supposed to be
And just get high off our own supply
I'm addicted to your chocolate high

I be trippin' in so many ways if i
Go a single day without a taste of your love
The finest cuisine of today's world
Five stars, oh you're so gourmet girl

I crave you, i want you
Every cell in my body needs you
Tasty like hershey's and nestle
You're rich like godiva boy you just so sexy

(repeat chorus)

Your flavor is the sweetest thing in life
And i don't ever want to come down
I'm addicted to your chocolate high
Oh yeahhhhhh

(repeat chorus thrice)

Ti amo con tutta l'anim, my keboo (:

cinta banget cuy gue sama kaliaaaaaan!

2009-04-04T21:58:00.000-07:00

tauuuuuu ga motivasi gue ke sekolah tiap hari apa? moodcharger gue disekolah (selain kahfi)? yang ngehibur gue pas lagi berantem atau gue lagi sedih gara-gara apaapuuun? yang bisa bikin gue ketawa ngakak ngakak ga berenti berenti? the answer is them...

well itu ga foto full team sih, kelas AMOLE PAPUA! hahaha kelas yang paling asyik yang pernah ada hahaha ya mungkin emg kita pasti bakal selalu ngerasa gitu mau dikelas manapun kita, tapi gue tetep ngerasa kelas gue paling oke daripada kelas laen, walopun kadang-kadang kalo nyebelin juga banget bangetaan, tapi selalu okeeeeee deh pokoknya (:

ini kelas yang anak-anaknya paling sukaa banget foto-foto hahaha setiap hari pasti ada aja yang bawa DSLR (lusi ato laras, ato malah 2-2nya haha) terus foto foto ampe batre nya abis, salah satu hasil foto nya itu tuh yang di atas itu tuuh haha

naaaaaah sekarang ini insya Allah foto full team nih hehe bersama ruang kelas tercinta juga nih awawaw aaaah cinta banget nih gue sama XI IPA I muaaaaaaaaaah!

kemaren itu pas BBM sama ASC itu puncak puncak nya gue jadi sayang banget sama kelas gue nih yang 1 ini, kita semua ngedekor stand papua tercinta, terus pas hari H nya pake kostum papua di coret coret mukanya, walopun yang cowok cowok rada nyebelin (maaf ya yang kemaren gue marah marahin hehe) tapi pas nari opening huga huga bareng orang papua yang bikin orang-orang kaget itu adalah seruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu banget dan semua nya seneng seneng banget uuuh senang! semogaaa kita menang ya teman-teman BBM sama ASC nya terus dapet duit terus kita pesta bareng bareng wakakakaka love you aaaaaaalll! :D:D

Come dolce come cioccolato

2009-04-03T09:25:00.000-07:00

lalalalalaa it's crazy how love can make me feel this hahaha lately, gue lagi suka banget sama bahasa itali entah kenapa, tapiii oleh karena gue ga bisa bahasa itali jadi gue menggunakan teknologi translator di internet buat cari cari kalimat yang gue mau, yang yaaaaaa mostly for my boyf hehehe

Sto cadendo nell'amore con voi, cari

My Music Pattern

2009-03-28T11:58:00.000-07:00

Kalau tadi personality pattern, now it's my music pattern, and here's the result:

my personality pattern

2009-03-28T11:39:00.000-07:00

Habis mbuka salah satu post-an di blog temen gue, gue tertarik buat nyoba juga nih personality pattern di website http://www.signalpatterns.com/ ini, dan begini lah hasilnya...

" Friendly

You would rather hang out with others than spend time alone, and you'd far rather be doing something with your friends than just sitting around. You're happy in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.

You're not a private person who is ill at ease in a group; you don't view excessive socializing as a waste of time.

Poised

You tend to feel at home wherever you find yourself, even in unfamiliar settings, with new people. It takes a lot to rattle you, and when rattled you recover quickly and gracefully.

You are usually not self-conscious or nervous when you're in an unfamiliar environment or with people you don't know.

Warm

You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort.

You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.

Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

Optimistic

You are a "glass half-full" kind of person, always on the lookout for the silver lining. Your happiness is contagious, which is why others like to be around you.

You do not feel that the world is an intrinsically depressing place; you are not the kind of "realist" who thinks that only fools find joy in life.

Scrupulous

You are an honest, fair person. You don't lie or cheat to get ahead. You treat others with respect and hope for the same in return.

You do not feel that you are above the rules that everyone else follows; you are definitely not willing to do whatever it takes to get ahead.

Upbeat

You enjoy being around others and others enjoy being around you. You have a "live and let live" attitude; because you know that no one's perfect, you are forgiving and happy to give the benefit of the doubt.

You don't feel the need to be controversial or express contrary opinions all the time. You see no reason to go around rubbing people the wrong way.

Empathetic

You are in touch with your own feelings, which helps put you in touch with the feelings of others.

You don't buy the logic that your happiness comes ahead of everyone else's because unless you're happy you're incapable of making anyone else happy.

Innovative

You come up with a lot of ideas; if one doesn't work out, there's always another waiting in the wings. You often have interesting solutions to difficult problems. You're practically a one-person brainstorming session.

You are less interested changing the world than in dealing with things as they are. Unlike those who spend all their time trying to solve problems, you prefer to zero in on things that work and stick with them.

Aesthetic

You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it.

You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.

Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.

Extroverted

You are ready to talk at the drop of a hat. Whether you're in the office or at a party, you're likely to be found gabbing away in the middle of a group of people.

You are not shy or unwilling to spend a fair amount of time socializing. People you meet generally do not feel they have a hard time getting to know you.

If you have a high score on the "extroverted" trait, you are probably among those who enjoy communicating with their friends (on the phone, on line, texting…), hanging out, and finding the best parties."

haruussss dieeeeeeet

2009-03-28T08:22:00.000-07:00

huhuhu barusan tadi telpon telponan sama si kebo dan gue baru AKHIRNYA mendengar komentar jujur dari sang pacar yang AKHIRNYA mau jujur bilang kalo gueeeeeeee................gendut. HUHUHUHU sedih dehh mendengar kata yang paling gue benci di dunia ini ;( yaa well walaupun bukan gendut sih yang dia bilang, tapi gemuk huhuhu sama aja ga sih?

tapi ya walopun emg bener sih, gue ngerasa banget belakangan ini makan mulu kaga nahan deh makaaaaaaaaan mulu, biasa nya ga gini gini amat deh. ambil contoh hari ini aja deh ya, makan di sekolah tadi jam 12an lah makan chicken cheese disekolah walopun ga abis (hahaha pamer), terus jam 2an makan sushi tei (2 salmon maki+1 tamago maki), terus pulang2 dibeliin cacus pecel lele alhasil makan lagi ckckckckckckck huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu gitu baru hari ini, plus tadi ngemil kuaci dikit. gimana ga naek sekilo coba huh ampe akhirnya gue ga berani untuk nimbang lagi.

gue rada shock kemaren ya kan gue ke rumah eyang gue gitu bareng nyokap gue, nah disana ada 2 timbangan gue nyoba tuh nimbang di 2-2nya. di timbangan pertama berat gue 5* gue udah kaget tuh 'bujeng naek 3 kilo' gue udah shoooooooooooock, lalu gue menuju timbangan ke dua untuk second opinion, terus hasilnya 5*, lah hasilnya beda 1 kg lebih ringan, gue udah mulai makin ga tentang ngeliat timbangan yang hasilnya ga ada yang bener. terus gue nimbang lagi di rumah, eh ternyata hasilnya 1,5kg lebih ringan dari hasil timbangan yang pertama ck jadi yang bener yang manaaa coba? tapi akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk percaya sama timbangan rumah gue karena paling ringan HAHAHAHA ya walopun paling ringan tapi tetep aja naek 1.5kg dari berat sebelomnya huhuhuhu sedih kan.

haruss bagaimana lagi cobaaaaaa? gue dulu ya pernah genduuuuuuuut banget parah makanya gue ga mau kayak gitu lagi jadi rada parno kalo udah mulai naek naek gini deh beratnya, soalnya berat yang diinginkan aja belom terkabul huah masih long way to go deh. gue besok kayaknya mau mulai gerilya untuk berdiet deh at least sampe berat gue kembali tuh yang berat minggu lalu yang berat teringan gue selama di SMA hahahaha amiiiiiiiin yarobbal'alamin ya Allah! tapi ada yang punya tips diet manjurrr banget tapi ga ribet hasil cepat gaaaa? waaa i reaally need your help

lalalala good day <3

2009-03-27T05:12:00.001-07:00

Weeeeeeeeeeell, ternyata it's a good day afterall hehehe setelah tadi sebel banget sama si keboo, akhirnya gue sama dia seneng-seneng juga di rumah guea. Ternyata emang selalu itu si oknum *biiiiiip* adalah yang selalu mengganggu deh kalo gue mau ketemu kebo huh dasar memang si oknum *biiiip*, masa ngajakin si kebo pacaran dulu sama kotak x ampe lamaaa baru ke rumah gue ck tapi yasudahlah yang penting hari ini senaaaaaaaang ;)

and these are some of my photos of the day hehe :

si kebo bikin roti, ga mau difoto hahaha

kyakyakya me with kebo (:
(by the way, poni gue kenapaaa tuh ckck)

sama kebo lagiii haha (:

p.s. ik hou van jou my keboo ;)

not in a good mood

2009-03-27T00:08:00.000-07:00

yah ternyata kayaknya hari ini ga bakal se asyik yang gue kira, ini si Kebo kaga nyampe nyampe entah deh dia lagi dimana, bilangnya sih udah di departemen pertanian, dan belom beli pulsa pasti dia ckck tadi gue telpon jam 1an dia bilang 'iya ini aku baru mau berangkat, tadi abis solat jumat dulukan ya aku' yaudah fine gue percaya. sekarang udah jam 2 lewat 10 loh dia belom nyampe nyanyanya pas gue telpon sekitar 20 menit yang lalu, terjadi conversation sebagai berikut:

R: (make telpon rumah, nelpon) niit..niit..
K: haloo
R: kamu dimana deh?
K: aku masih dijalan
R: udah nyampe mana emg?lama banget lo kaga nyampe nyampe
K: aku di departemen pertanian
gue rada shock karena itu adalah deket sekolah dia
R: (nada kaget) 'lah? kamu baru berangkat?'
K: (dengan gaya cengengesan bilang) hehe tadi aku abis dari rumah *biiiiiiip* (sensor) dulu, terus baru berangkat deh maaf ya
R: (bete) oh gitu yaudah
K: bentar lagi aku nyampe kok ya
R: yayaya yaudah *nutup telpon*

baguss banget, gue udah nungguin dari jam 12an tadi, eh dia masih dengan oke nya ke rumah temennya dulu maen terus baru kerumah gue ckck oke banget. gue tadinya udah excited banget dia mau ke sini jadi ga mood kan hmmmmmm udah mana ga ngabarin apa apa, gue udah nunggu kayak orang ga tau apa deh gue kira dia ga jadi dateng ck males gue sekarang

lalalalala fridaaaay

2009-03-26T21:06:00.000-07:00

hello fellas, im just in the mood for writting, so here it is. guess today will be great, karena:

1. Hari ini dengan baiknya my lovely father memboleh kan gue memboloooos! ahahaha gue senang deh dari tadi pagi, gue udah mengeluarkan segala jurus biar boleh ga masuk dan berhasil asyik! ga tau deh apakabar dengan xi ipa i hari ini, kind of missing them actually, pasti lagi pada seneng seneng foto foto deh huaaaaaaah kalo diinget inget gue sering ga ikutan mereka seneng seneng sedih banget deh ;( tapiiiiiiiii kenapa ya gue males banget masuk hari ini? karena hari ini harpitnas? that could be the answer, tapi bisa juga engg, abis minggu kemaren kan abis midtest tuh gue udah bela-belain masuk eeeeeeeh dikelas cuma ber18, yang laennya pada ce be te, ada yang ke puncak pula tuh poto poto huah sedih kan, disekolah kaga belajar apa apa lagi, cuma numpang absen telat doang ckck dipanggil lagi deh si papi, udah 3x loh dapet surat panggilan gara2 telat hahahahahaha bangga banget.

2. Hari ini si Kebo adalah mau ke rumah gue yiiiiippy! senang deh yakan yakan yakan? iya dong hahahaha harusnya dia sekarang udah selesai ulangan tuh, tapi belom ngabarin deh, awas aja dia ampe tiba-tiba muncul di depan pager rumah gue, bisa serangan jantung gue belom siap-siap apa apa sekarang mandi aja belom hahaha

3. Ade-ade gue pada ciao pergi semua! si mas yusuf ke rumah temennya, si dai pacaran ke pim, Alhamdulillah laptopnya bisa gue monopoli sekarang hahaha tapi rada sebel juga sih, kalo ga ada mereka ntar ga ada yang nemenin si kebo maen ps ntar, masa gue yang nemenin maen winning eleven?

yaaaaa begitu lah semoga hari ini seindah yang sudah gue bayangkan amin yarobbal'alamin ya Allah! eh btw, i just finished watching the latest episode of gossip girl, dan seruuu ya gue penasaran banget sama lanjutannya masa si blair balikan lagi coba sama nate ckck makin aneh aneh ceritanya tapi lumayan sih bagus, aaa tapi kenapa si blair ga jadian aja sama chuck sih? kapan coba mereka bakal finally will be together?gaa sabar deh nunggu episode 20 nya, cepet cepet deh.

wawa uda jam 11.30, dan gue belom siap siap apa-apa, i think that's all for this post key? doaiin hari ini bakal fun seperti yang gue bayangkan yayayaya readers? thanks a bunch! (:

love,
Rara

a total disaster midtest , well hello remedial(s)

2009-03-22T01:31:00.000-07:00

hiya hiya hiya looo, midtest kemaren adalah extra gagal banget huhuhu ga ngerti juga kenapa sebenernya, padahal udah belajar bener-bener loh beneran deh, pas ngerjain soalnya rasanya bisa-bisa aja eh tiba tiba....................hasilnya nista banget untuk diucapin ckck kenapa kenapa kenapa yaaa gila udah ampe nangis-nangis ngeliat hasilnya....

i just get back in a relationship with my former boyfriend actually, just a day before my midtest begin. harus nya bisa jadi great motivation buat belajar ya ga sih? tapi malah jadi gini hahaha terlalu seneng ampe tiap malem kerjaannya abis belajar telpoooooon terus mungkin ya? tapi menurut gue bukan gara-gara itu, apa gara-gara itu? huah dont really know, dont really understand. yeeeeeah, and for my totally bad midtest score my father take my gsm handphone, greaaaat isn't it?ck huh baru balik 3 bulan handphonenya... a total bad luck, mungkin kursi tempat ulangan gue fengshui nya ga cocok sama gue jadi nilai gue jelek semua kali ya? hahahaha menghibur diri.

i just felt reaaaally bad, when all people cheering after they know their score for some test, and im just sitting right there dont even have the guts to look at my own score, and later at the end, i ask one of my friend to look for my score and as i predicted, voila, a perfect score for a remedial.....ck maybe what my mom told me was right, what if i keep on studying after having a private tutor instead of calling my boyf and laughing and happy until my eyes is really heavy and i went to bed, maybe it'll be better than this, aaaaaah well, 'penyesalan selalu dateng belakangan' kahfi said.

nah, jangan disesali walaupun gue emg beneran nyesel banget sedih banget ampe rasanya hindup enggan mati ga mau gitu deh disekolah lemes banget, ampe jumat kemaren gue masuk demi ya Allah gue ga mauuuuuu punya nilai jelek jelek kayak gitu huhuhuhu stresso besso :'( there's nothing i can do deh ya, only saying heeellooo to remedial(s). pray for me, will you readers? thanks a bunch!

love,
rara

i missssssssssssss you so much-o girls!

2009-02-15T00:48:00.000-08:00

my personal joke-machine hahaha

until now, they are the beeeeeeest best friends i've had.

with Cumi

ulangan ulangan ulangan, ipa ipa ooooooooh ipa

2009-02-10T02:43:00.000-08:00

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ulangan kimia memang yang paling bikin sakit. Tadi abis ulangan rasanya pengen guling-guling, ngesot, jungkir balik ckckc lebay sih z kenapa sih ya kalo gue lagi pekan ulangan selalu hancur kayak di bom? cuma kemaren ulangan matematik yang sukseeeeeeeeeeeeeees berat, biologi lumayan lah walopun yakin remed, tadi kimia? total disaster (engg juga sih tapi gilaaaa ya ulangannya gue ngerjainnya ampe kepala puyeng senut2 yang ampe sekarang juga masih bertahan nangkring di kepala gue ckckckck parah deh).
Gue gara2 tadi kimia jadi ga nafsu belajar fisika yang besok kamis ulangan juga, udah mana semua kelas hari itu juga lagi jadi ga bisa minta kisi2 ulangan, shit banget deh. kalo kayak kimia tadi deh gue masih ngerti dikit2 lah masih ngerti harus ngerjain yang mana nyari apanya stepnya gimana ya walopun nantinya stuck juga, tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii kalo fisika, yaampuun tau apa yang dicari aja engg. cuma tau 1 rumus, I=KMR^2 gahahaaha yang dipake buat apaan aja ga tau gue hahahahahahahahaha ketawa aja deh. Yaampuun kalo kimia aja gue udah begini bentuknya gimana pas fisika yaAllaaaaaaaaaaah, toloooooooooong! gue heran seribu heran sama yang bisa fisika, sebenernya gue pengen banget bisa fisika, pengen banget ya Allah dari smp kayaknya gue paling ga bisa fisika, dulu aja pas kelas 2 smp gue nilai fisika bergantung banget sama sarus deh hahaha labsky. gimanaaaaaaa dong biar bisaa? udah capek belajar ga ngerti2............................ :'(

Facebook Account

2009-02-07T21:16:00.000-08:00

Meet me here! (:

Home Alone

2009-02-07T20:24:00.000-08:00

Berhubung tadi malem gue tidur jam 4 pagi, hari ini gue adalah baru bangun tadi jam 11:15. begitu gue keluar kamar jedenggg gue sendirian dirumah. Ga ada mama ga ada papa ga ada adek2 gue, gilaaaaaaaaa tega banget gue ditinggalin dirumah sendirian! (ga sih ada mbak-mbak gue sebenernya hahahaha) dan laptop gue dibawa, sial.

My Deaaarest-Holgaa

2009-02-07T12:05:00.000-08:00

i got this one for my 16th birthday present, thaaaaaaaank you so much-o Mom!

My late night story

2009-02-07T10:23:00.000-08:00

Good Morning everybody! sekarang nyaris jam setengah 2 pagi dan gue yang bukannya tidur (padahal tadi ngantuknya parah banget bangetan ampe pusing) sekarang malah bikin blog, yey! hahahaha aneh deh gue. Tadi setelah baca-baca blog nya temen-temen gue tiba-tiba (entah dari mana datengnya) muncul ide 'kayaknya asyik nih bikin blog juga' jedengg and ta-da akhirnya gue end up nulis first post gue sekarang, mungkin bakal asyik bikin post post, mohon maaf kalo nanti isinya ga jelas tapi yaaaaaa just wanted to express my feeling hehehehehe well, that's all from me now, there'll be more from me later keep reading okay!

BIG SMILE (: